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Off-Topic Posts / Re: Should I change the forum style/colors?
« on: February 14, 2017, 04:02:57 pm »
You should make it green 
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Off-Topic Posts / Re: Hi. I dont know.
« on: February 13, 2017, 07:07:51 pm »
We all just die at the end....Maybe it doesnt really matter.
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Off-Topic Posts / Hi. I dont know.
« on: February 13, 2017, 04:05:10 pm »
I don't really know what to say.
I hate myself every day.
I hate how feminine I am and how I look.
I dress femimine because I feel like I have to.
I tried dressing like a guy before.
I passed before.
I liked it before.
I got critized.
I didnt like that.
I have a boyfriend now.
I have people that call me by my name that I like but only know me as a girl now.
I know people who think I had a phase.
It wasnt a phase.
I still hate how I look.
I hate my breasts and down there.
I dont know what to do.
I dont feel like I can come out ever.
I dont feel like I should.
I think I should just do the things I have to do.
Wear makeup and dresses even if i hate it.
shave my legs and joke about it.
I hate who I am.
I feel like it would be easier if I was just attracted to women.
Then I wouldn't have that feeling like I should just stay a girl cause I'm attracted to guys anyway.
I watch views on this stuff to help me.
Even if I think I might not transition.
I think about death a lot.
But I dont feel like there is anyone I can turn to to talk about this stuff.
I cant go to a therapist because I dont have the money or the time.
My friends.....well I dont have many
and those I do have I don't want to bother.
So I'll just stay a girl.
**** IT!
I can act feminine.
I can buy female clothing.
It doesnt matter if i hate myself!
I hate myself every day.
I hate how feminine I am and how I look.
I dress femimine because I feel like I have to.
I tried dressing like a guy before.
I passed before.
I liked it before.
I got critized.
I didnt like that.
I have a boyfriend now.
I have people that call me by my name that I like but only know me as a girl now.
I know people who think I had a phase.
It wasnt a phase.
I still hate how I look.
I hate my breasts and down there.
I dont know what to do.
I dont feel like I can come out ever.
I dont feel like I should.
I think I should just do the things I have to do.
Wear makeup and dresses even if i hate it.
shave my legs and joke about it.
I hate who I am.
I feel like it would be easier if I was just attracted to women.
Then I wouldn't have that feeling like I should just stay a girl cause I'm attracted to guys anyway.
I watch views on this stuff to help me.
Even if I think I might not transition.
I think about death a lot.
But I dont feel like there is anyone I can turn to to talk about this stuff.
I cant go to a therapist because I dont have the money or the time.
My friends.....well I dont have many
and those I do have I don't want to bother.
So I'll just stay a girl.
**** IT!
I can act feminine.
I can buy female clothing.
It doesnt matter if i hate myself!
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